Talk about shit ass week.
I got my written up slip today. As expected. But hold up, it’s not any kind of written up slip, it’s the FINAL written slip. Meaning one more and I’ll get fired. Funny because this is my very FIRST write up ever. Unless I had 3 write ups already, my manager is not suppose to give me a final write up like this. Some fucked up shit. I seen my co-workers get 4-6 of these write ups and none of them got fired and shit and here I am with my first one ever because I made the mistake of missing a store meeting. She didn’t even do the proper procedure of calling me to see why I wasn’t there and if I didn’t pick up she was suppose to call my emergency contact number. This bitch wanted me gone from the get-go.
All I have to say is I’ll be making a couple phone calls since one of my shift supervisor personally pulled me aside and told me that how I was being treated was really unreasonable and technically managers aren’t suppose to schedule store meetings out of a partner’s unavailability time or something (new rules?). Either way, I’m fed up with starbucks, hopefully I’ll be able to transfer or find a new job altogether. Working in an environment where you’re constantly threatening your partners and making them feel uneasy and unwanted is horrible. Especially when it gets to the point where even customers are complaining about our managers in feedback surveys. Tsk, tsk, tsk.
Started my day off on a bad note today. Walked into work super energetic and then realized there was a storing meeting last night that I didn’t attend. My manager asks me where I was yesterday and said we needed to have a serious talk next week. I’m pretty sure I’m getting my first written up slips. Went from lets get shit done today to fuck why isn’t work over yet. Defiantly wasn’t myself for the rest of the day and everyone else noticed too since they kept asking me why I was so quiet and shit.
All that was running through my mind was wtf how could I have forgotten. And to top it off, why the fuck didn’t anyone say anything to me until the next day. Like it’s my fault nonetheless but in these situations, aren’t you suppose to reach out and text/call the person who never mentioned that they were going to be busy or won’t show up? For all they know, the reason why I didn’t show up could’ve been because I was in a car accident or something. Not even a freaking text saying “Where are you”. And to add fuel to the fire, a co-worker had the audacity to ask me if I “just didn’t want to show up” or did I really just forgot about the meeting. This store seriously don’t know shit about me even after I’ve been working there for over a year. Never had an issue with anyone. Never made any mistakes. Never did a no show, no call until now. Hella greezy. Trust no one at starbucks I swear, shady ass people.
I am disappointed in myself for even getting into this kind of situation. People make mistakes I know but lawd. These fuckers at work aren’t making it any easier.
Sometimes, all I need is to feel pain.
So like 2 days ago I decided to go buy a real marimo ball at petco during my 10 minutes break. Walked in there wanting a marimo ball but left with 2 betta fishes and a marimo ball. Tell me why that marimo ball costed more than those 2 betta fishes combined lolol. I’m super happy and excited to have my first pets though but I’m scared they’re going to die or something >< I also haven’t decide on a name for them yet so hopefully I’ll come up with one before any freak accidents happen lol…I’ll post a picture soon!
And legit, I was there for like 20 minutes and my shift supervisor and co-worker thought I was kindnapped haha.
Glam Glow Mud Mask.
Am I こわい yet? lol
Dudddddde. This shit is fucking crazy. Just found out a whole bunch of shit. I’m so mind blown right now.
Guys, I think all that exercising is finally paying off! Starting to see results! Well I’m not noticing any but my friends and family are! Good enough for me lmao.
Cuzzies night! Finally got all the girls out together!! Haven’t took a family pic in a hot minute! Missing my twin sister though since she was taking the picture~
Turnt up on saturday night but these fools fell asleep before I did. Look at em’ sleeping beauties lol.
Thank you kind anon! It actually went away already!!! I found some orajel and used that for 3 days and it went away yaaasss! i tried warm water and salt too but it didnt really help much :c
Thank you again for your concern!!!♥
ㄴㅇㄴ so turnt up right now.
Portrait of an INFJ - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
(Introverted Intuition with Extraverted Feeling)
As an INFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in primarily via intuition. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system.
INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types.
INFJs place great importance on havings things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives. On the other hand, INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. They are usually right, and they usually know it. Consequently, INFJs put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions. This is something of a conflict between the inner and outer worlds, and may result in the INFJ not being as organized as other Judging types tend to be. Or we may see some signs of disarray in an otherwise orderly tendency, such as a consistently messy desk.
INFJs have uncanny insight into people and situations. They get “feelings” about things and intuitively understand them. As an extreme example, some INFJs report experiences of a psychic nature, such as getting strong feelings about there being a problem with a loved one, and discovering later that they were in a car accident. This is the sort of thing that other types may scorn and scoff at, and the INFJ themself does not really understand their intuition at a level which can be verbalized. Consequently, most INFJs are protective of their inner selves, sharing only what they choose to share when they choose to share it. They are deep, complex individuals, who are quite private and typically difficult to understand. INFJs hold back part of themselves, and can be secretive.
But the INFJ is as genuinely warm as they are complex. INFJs hold a special place in the heart of people who they are close to, who are able to see their special gifts and depth of caring. INFJs are concerned for people’s feelings, and try to be gentle to avoid hurting anyone. They are very sensitive to conflict, and cannot tolerate it very well. Situations which are charged with conflict may drive the normally peaceful INFJ into a state of agitation or charged anger. They may tend to internalize conflict into their bodies, and experience health problems when under a lot of stress.
Because the INFJ has such strong intuitive capabilities, they trust their own instincts above all else. This may result in an INFJ stubborness and tendency to ignore other people’s opinions. They believe that they’re right. On the other hand, INFJ is a perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential. INFJs are rarely at complete peace with themselves - there’s always something else they should be doing to improve themselves and the world around them. They believe in constant growth, and don’t often take time to revel in their accomplishments. They have strong value systems, and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. In deference to the Feeling aspect of their personalities, INFJs are in some ways gentle and easy going. Conversely, they have very high expectations of themselves, and frequently of their families. They don’t believe in compromising their ideals.
INFJ is a natural nurturer; patient, devoted and protective. They make loving parents and usually have strong bonds with their offspring. They have high expectations of their children, and push them to be the best that they can be. This can sometimes manifest itself in the INFJ being hard-nosed and stubborn. But generally, children of an INFJ get devoted and sincere parental guidance, combined with deep caring.
In the workplace, the INFJ usually shows up in areas where they can be creative and somewhat independent. They have a natural affinity for art, and many excel in the sciences, where they make use of their intuition. INFJs can also be found in service-oriented professions. They are not good at dealing with minutia or very detailed tasks. The INFJ will either avoid such things, or else go to the other extreme and become enveloped in the details to the extent that they can no longer see the big picture. An INFJ who has gone the route of becoming meticulous about details may be highly critical of other individuals who are not.
The INFJ individual is gifted in ways that other types are not. Life is not necessarily easy for the INFJ, but they are capable of great depth of feeling and personal achievement.
Wow, it’s been 2 years? Why do I feel like I’m getting uglier by the year LOL.